Went out to dinner with my bf to break a 30 hour fast and after I dropped him off at his house I pulled over and threw up everything I could.

My eyes are swollen and puffy now, and I still feel guilty for eating.

My bf sent me this and idk how to feel. He doesn’t know ab my ed.

My fav fav fav thinspo is the ones where they’re so skinny that their jeans don’t fit their waist I want this so bad.

just had a mental breakdown and threw my valantines day candy out my window while screaming “FUCK FOOD”

don’t worry i calmed down and made tea

day 3 of fast

sorry i didn’t post when i started my fast lol it was kinda accidental

but anyways yeah this is the longest i’ve ever lasted so hopefully i can finish today and make it a FULL three days

wish me luck

it’s almost spring and i’m still a fat bitch

I just want to cut my fat off but I’ve been so fucking hungry recently with no motivation to restrict:(

when i finally consider recovery my body decides to be repulsed by the thought of food <3 nice

hey guys.

i’m in a spiral of losing myself. constant binges, i mean. i’m all for recovery but i’m asking for tips and tricks and rules that any of you have.

so please, please dm me or comment on this post if you have anything. stay safe. i love you all.

I’m working hard to achieve my bimbo goals like for example getting skinnier to look like the perfect fucktoy hehe going to the gym daily unless I’m told otherwise to help burn those calories sometimes I’ll even go to a gym class like Zumba which is soo much fun just to burn even more getting my body look nice and skinny. I eat like once a week whenever I’m allowed to, I like to earn a decent meal but at the same time not consume too many calories! Also I wear a waist trainer during the day to help shrink my waist and make it look sexier! Tiny waist, big boobs, blow job lips and a nice firm bum are total bimbo goals

The face of regret

i hate it when i fast for the whole day and i see the same number on the scale next morning://

Ugh I eat a lot more then I wanted today. Got weak at grocery shopping and bought some chocolate cookies.

And I also not got my ass up to study at least a little bit.

I guess tomorrow is a fasting day for me.

Am I skinny yet?

AHHHH I reached my set weight again finally!

Everyone seems to be losing weight but me omg I’m so TIRED of being fat

My skinny friends make me want to k!|| my$€Lf

Renee Beller thinspo. HER LEGS LIKE CMON.

nov 01

workout: done

studying: not yet

A “Fast” is the worst name possible. Not eating for 36 hours always feels very slow to me

Anyone else say their stomach is just off when it grumbles so other people don’t know it’s because you’re hungry and restricting?

Progress update for this week:

Goal: lose 10 lb this week and drink more water

Sat (24th): 117lb

Sun(25th): 115lb

Mon(26th): 113lb

Tues(27th): 112lb

…will update in future