Mom : you’ve lost weight since the last time I saw you (1 week ago) that’s great! What did you do ?

Me *have been fasting for 1 whole week and exercised every day* : I just did a few workouts you know, nothing much

Thanks for promoting weight loss to your child even tho they are at a healthy weight and suffered from anorexia and binge eating for the 2 past years

I want to have sex/intime relation but I’m too insecure and hate my body

And I’d like to have penetrative sex but it scares me, so I was wondering why, and figured out it may be linked to my fear/disgust of things (food) entering my body

So here’s another side effect of my ed on my life :)

i was so sick today from having a migraine that wouldn’t go away and barely ate and (unintentionally) threw everything up i lowkey wish i could weigh myself in the morning

i got weighed for part of an assessment at the ed clinic but they wouldn’t let me see it :(

I wish all of you happiness and health even if I can’t wish it for myself.

What did you get with the money grandma gave you??

Therapist : do you not eat because you want to lose weight? Are you counting calories again?

Me:

Got really bad food poisoning but it helped me get over a weight plateau I’m going to milk it for one more day to get away with not eating much and maybe ill make it to my 1st goal weight! I’m only 0.3kg away!!!

But can I keep the weight off is the real question

Just a rant post

‼MENTIONS ED,Self harm, Suicidal thoughts ‼

Iv recently had a lot on my mind and no one I can share with… and I feel like I’m gonna lose it! But I could never cause eather it would cause alot of trouble or I dont really wanna do anything about it… I just want someone to… know.

So heres a list of things I wish I could tell people and who I wish I could tell.

• I still cut my self- Anyone
• I can feel my ed getting stronger and stronger everyday, and I like it-Anyone
• I’m really starting to hate you and your so selfish and annoying and you always make things about you and I really dont want to deal with you anymore- Best friend
• Your mentally abusive and never let me make my own decisions making me feel trapped and I cant wait to get away from you- Mom
• I honestly can’t stand you- Middle Big sister
• It’s getting harder and harder to get outta bed and keep going- Anyone

Any live kik, discord, snapchat, insta, ect ed chats?? I need friends

I really need to get better at self control

It’s been a while since iv fasted/restricted since I went through a idgaf period of my ed

But now I lost all self control! It’s so hard! If yall can tell me somthings yall do to control ur hunger that would help!!

Just started a 1 week fast to get back into things

dayabones:

Never do that. Don’t coach and don’t accept coaching. It’s so dangerous for your safety and so fucked up to your mind.

(And it doesn’t work)

Stoner problems

Okay, so, I’m a bit of a stoner and when I smoke, I get hardcore munchies. I’m trying to restrict while smoking daily and it’s really hard to manage both at the same time, does anyone have any tips to help surpress appetite?

i-am-a-lost-teenage-soul:

Why is this me?

School life

Teacher: “you look hungry, where’s your lunch?”

Me: *sips my black coffee* “… I already ate”

Wtf body?!

Okay, so, for pretty much the past week I have been losing weight every day and then this morning I maintained even though I only ate half a bowl of wonton soup and a piece of Toblerone… what the fuck body? I’ve been doing stomach exercises like crazy, so I hope that maybe I’m just gaining muscle. It’s very unlikely though

A quick sketch I did in math. Should I post a body check? I kind of want to but I’m not sure…

Fuck fasting, restricting is bae

I commented something like “yasss ana” on an OBVIOUSLY disordered meal as a joke and i got attacked by all these people saying to not make fun of people with eds… Pinterest does not get it

Yesterday i weighed in at 196 lbs which I thought was weird bc I was 199 lbs the day before and today I got my period and I was 204??!?!???? I need a better scale