A może nakieruje cie na naszego discorda, gdzie głównie panuje domowa atmosfera, jednak nie brakuje tam ani minimalnie profesjonalizmu i jakichkolwiek zasad.. Doba, te zasady są czysto humanistyczne jak np. Szacunek.. Lecz nie wydaje ci się, by było ci to potrzebne do właśnie tego? Do pokonania przeciwności i do dojścia w końcu do punktu docelowego? Mówię tu o sukcesie. Przyjmiemy cie z otwartymi ramionami.
A może nakieruje cie na naszego discorda any, gdzie głównie panuje domowa atmosfera, jednak nie brakuje tam ani minimalnie profesjonalizmu i jakichkolwiek zasad.. Doba, te zasady są czysto humanistyczne jak np. Szacunek.. Lecz nie wydaje ci się, by było ci to potrzebne do właśnie tego? Do pokonania przeciwności i do dojścia w końcu do punktu docelowego? Mówię tu o sukcesie. Przyjmiemy cie z otwartymi ramionami.
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the guys who invited me left for the bathroom but they’re just standing there looking at my direction and talking idk if it’s just the paranoia or they’re talking shit behind my back probably both tbh
i also scratched my shoes bc this little bitch who’s like 4'8 tall refused to sit in the middle of the backseat and forced my exactly a foot taller ass to squeeze myself into this tiny space
i mean that’s validating cuz they assumed i’d fit but yeah
when your mild friends invite you to a party after you had one with your wild friends and you inconsiderately say u snorted coke from a strippers’ buttcrack and they look at you like
yesterday was just really though but i’m better now hangover is gone and i finally got adequate amount of sleep
i made breakfast but my kitchen scale is broken so i can only estimate the cals also i’m tryna get that ‘naturally skinny’ mindset that i can be sure i didn’t overeat even without the scale lol
doing some self care right now and a workout then
it’s fall break rn so i gotta slow down a bit
i didn’t lose or gain this month at all which dodn’t happen for a long time so i need to get myself on track again
0. crave attention and human touch like nothing else
1. think that everyone who shows you the tiniest amount of affection is in love with you
2. remember that you’re aromantic and everything romance related makes you highly uncomfortable
3. make elaborate fantasies about people who were kind to you once probably only because they’re decent people
4. feel embarrassed
5. push away everyone who is actually deeply interested in you because they would be disappointed if they actually knew you and you’re ugly and fat naked anyways
i’m gonna try only eating when i’m really hungry instead of at times i set up for myself and not obsessing around it but obviously staying in the low cal range
naturally skinny mindset here i come /lol i feel so delusional/
I never thought my eating disorder was real cause I was never severely emaciated. Yes I was underweight and yes I had a feeding tube at one point, but people would always make comments like “You are extremely skinny, but it doesnt look like you have an ed”. Now my brain is constantly like prove it to yourself and get THAT skinny. Then another part of my brain is like, that’s so stupid and will only make you more miserable. Anyone relate or am I just crazy lol?
