#mentally unstable
I’m just a waste of space
Broken thoughts
“Good people are like candles; they burn themselves up to give others light”
Broken thoughts
One of the hardest pills I had to shallow was realizing I meant nothing to the people, who meant the world to me
Broken thoughts
I just wish I could be good enough for once…
Broken thoughts
If suicide isn’t the solution, then what is?
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Is there anyone else who feels not happy, but not that depressed either? Like you’re just trapped in the middle?
Broken thoughts
“You hurt me. Are you happy now?”
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“My scars are fading, but the pain still won’t go away”
Broken thoughts
You really know you’re fucked, when does late night thoughts start hitting you in the middle of the day…
Broken thoughts
“You’re cold. But it’s because people have hurt you”
Broken thoughts
Fuck feelings.
Fuck emotions.
Fuck people.
Fucklife
Broken thoughts
It really does…
I’m running out of reasons to stay alive…
Broken thoughts
Help me, I’m losing my mind again…
Broken thoughts
Inktober Day 8 Frail.
When you hit your breaking point, your mind is as frail as glass.
Schizoaffective Borderline and My Clarity Moments
So now that I’ve had my “clarity moments” at this guys house. I’m completely uninterested in him. He’s just a product of my manic episode. And I stayed the night. We didn’t have sex. I just slept. Had to sleep after that horrible trip I had last night. I just need to get to work and get ready and just get on. Distract myself from my problems. Work is a good distraction. I need to focus on that. No fucking guys. Seriously. I just honestly wanted to fuck him. I wasn’t considering a relationship of any type. But still. No sex either. Just stay focused on work. If I’m horny I’ll masturbate. Oh well. No. Guys.
is there even a single good reason to get up when you can just sleep forever?
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I wish I was dead from the moment I wake up, to the moment I sleep but you’re so blind you don’t even see the pain I’m in..
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Look into my eyes.. Do you see the sadness ? Do you see how broken I am ? Do you see that I want to die ?..
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if i don’t talk to myself who will????
WHY ARE YOU LIKING MY POST? LIKE ME INSTEAD!!!!!!!
Everything’s nice and I’m feeling fine, then out of nothing I’m losing my mind. I thought I’ve left the darkness behind. It ran after me, turns out I’m easy to find.
23MAY2019
when you get sent to hospital so you sit there in silence because you don’t know what the fuck your suppose to say-
might sell my life on the black market seeing as i can’t look after it myself lmaoooo
i’m just now realising that there are names for these things i’ve been feeling for years- camhs really is doing something something for me after going through like 3 therapists but if i get one more diagnosis i’m gonna cry
Me: *makes a joke*
My therapist:
“It’s okay if I do nothing for a day and rest.”- and other funny lies I tell myself
I never catch a cold, I immediately catch my death.
I’m a very adult, mentally stable and responsible person in my imagination.
